Donating Breastmilk after Silver Passed Away

Hi Everyone! I can’t tell you how excited I am to be posting this blog finally! I wrote this quite some time ago but my hard drive crashed and over a month later and £500 later I am now so pleased to share my story with you. Please bear with me as some things like…

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14 Week Pregnancy After Loss Update

I don’t know whether to apologise or celebrate?! This blog post is going up so much later than expected thanks to my constant hemiplegic migraines but I am so glad today I am actually well enough to sit here writing! It would seem these migraines are going to play a huge role in this pregnancy…

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Silver with us Always – The Wedding

A wedding is usually a joyous occasion. I can’t tell you how pleased we were when my brother got engaged, finally! I remember announcing Silver and saying we would need an extra seat at their wedding if possible. They were overjoyed for us naturally, as was everyone. We were very excited about baby number two…

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12 Week Pregnancy After Loss Update

Hello Everyone, I’m back with another pregnancy update. I decided when I did my eleven week blog post I was going to do one at twelve weeks for you since I am slightly paranoid of thirteen being an unlucky number. In theory this should have been a shorter blog post but a lot has happened…

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Pregnancy After Loss Update – 11 weeks

Eleven weeks already? How did the first trimester go so quickly? Silver’s felt never ending yet I feel this one feels it is over before its even begun. Okay so technically I’ve got a week and a bit left but still I feel like it was only yesterday we got the news. Nonetheless I’ve got…

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Post Mortem Results – 1 in 4 Chance?

When your baby passes away usually the last thing on your mind is having a post mortem. When we were first told Silver was unwell and all the testing came back as normal we came to the conclusion before she was born that if she ever passed away we needed answers. Of course we hoped…

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Pregnancy After Loss Update – 9 Weeks

Firstly, I cannot believe I am already at 9 weeks! With Silver I was so ill the first trimester felt never ending and I lost a lot of weight. How on earth do I only have three weeks left? I thought I was getting pretty sick this time and compared to Beau’s pregnancy I am…

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Rainbow Baby Announcement

Wow, where do I start? Is it bad that I am starting to write this in preparation for posting later this week and I just had a small fleeting thought that what if tomorrow there’s no heartbeat? I can imagine that’s a normal part of pregnancy after loss. I’m already paranoid and terrified. I thought…

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Tiny Lives – Fundraising

Hello everyone! It may come as a surprise to you but most people who have lost a baby are supported by charities. This may look different depending on your location and circumstances but I would love to share with you some of the charities which supported us and why I am asking you to help…

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Silver’s Special Day

Hello again everyone. I have to apologize for why its been a while since I’ve uploaded and it all ties into my story regarding Silvers special day – her funeral. My old laptop decided to have a meltdown just before her funeral and I’ve had to fork out and buy a new one (which doesn’t…

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