Storks Story

With today being the three year anniversary of our early miscarriage coinciding with baby loss awareness week I wanted to share the actual story of Stork, our miscarriage. I find it’s always a tricky topic speaking about early miscarriages. Some people find it quite easy to move forward as they might have only just found…

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Rainy Nights and Ruminating

Usually autumn is my favourite time of year. I love how it’s a cosy season. Where the nights are getting cool and dark and its time to wear cardigans and snuggle up on an evening with warm drinks and spiced foods. I also think it’s by far the prettiest time of year, driving along with…

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22 Week Pregnancy After Loss Update

I’d like to start this blog off on a positive note! Pregnancy wise and health wise I’ve felt like crap but emotionally I’ve actually felt pretty stable. I’ve only had one wobble with my mental health but apart from that I’ve been coping really well from a grief and emotions point of view. This also…

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Putting Our Baby First – A Difficult Decision

Some of you may have seen recently on my social media that we recently acquired a kitten. I was so looking forward to writing a short blog post to introduce her yet unfortunately things took a very serious turn for the worst. We had to make a very difficult decision but at the end of…

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18 Week Pregnancy After Loss Update

And we are back for another fortnightly pregnancy update! I do actually feel pretty chipper right now. Did that sound a bit weird? Well, its true, things seem to be looking up and I can’t help but feel positivity starting to creep in. I’m not going to say its been plain sailing, I’m still grieving…

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Silver’s Six Month Birthday

I debated whether to include this in part of my general sixteen week pregnancy update blog since it was obviously part of my week but this I feel warranted its own blog as it was rather a special occasion. After all, we can’t go to Newcastle for her one year birthday as originally planned with…

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Donating Breastmilk after Silver Passed Away

Hi Everyone! I can’t tell you how excited I am to be posting this blog finally! I wrote this quite some time ago but my hard drive crashed and over a month later and £500 later I am now so pleased to share my story with you. Please bear with me as some things like…

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Rainbow Baby Announcement

Wow, where do I start? Is it bad that I am starting to write this in preparation for posting later this week and I just had a small fleeting thought that what if tomorrow there’s no heartbeat? I can imagine that’s a normal part of pregnancy after loss. I’m already paranoid and terrified. I thought…

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Tiny Lives – Fundraising

Hello everyone! It may come as a surprise to you but most people who have lost a baby are supported by charities. This may look different depending on your location and circumstances but I would love to share with you some of the charities which supported us and why I am asking you to help…

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Silver’s Special Day

Hello again everyone. I have to apologize for why its been a while since I’ve uploaded and it all ties into my story regarding Silvers special day – her funeral. My old laptop decided to have a meltdown just before her funeral and I’ve had to fork out and buy a new one (which doesn’t…

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