Silver’s Six Month Birthday

I debated whether to include this in part of my general sixteen week pregnancy update blog since it was obviously part of my week but this I feel warranted its own blog as it was rather a special occasion. After all, we can’t go to Newcastle for her one year birthday as originally planned with…

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16 Week Pregnancy After Loss Update

I’m back, and more organized this week! I decided to get a head start and get writing this before my sixteen weeks are fully up so it might actually be posted on time this week. (scrap that, I got off to a good start then the fatigue hit me throughout this last week and I’m…

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Donating Breastmilk after Silver Passed Away

Hi Everyone! I can’t tell you how excited I am to be posting this blog finally! I wrote this quite some time ago but my hard drive crashed and over a month later and £500 later I am now so pleased to share my story with you. Please bear with me as some things like…

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14 Week Pregnancy After Loss Update

I don’t know whether to apologise or celebrate?! This blog post is going up so much later than expected thanks to my constant hemiplegic migraines but I am so glad today I am actually well enough to sit here writing! It would seem these migraines are going to play a huge role in this pregnancy…

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Silver with us Always – The Wedding

A wedding is usually a joyous occasion. I can’t tell you how pleased we were when my brother got engaged, finally! I remember announcing Silver and saying we would need an extra seat at their wedding if possible. They were overjoyed for us naturally, as was everyone. We were very excited about baby number two…

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12 Week Pregnancy After Loss Update

Hello Everyone, I’m back with another pregnancy update. I decided when I did my eleven week blog post I was going to do one at twelve weeks for you since I am slightly paranoid of thirteen being an unlucky number. In theory this should have been a shorter blog post but a lot has happened…

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Pregnancy After Loss Update – 11 weeks

Eleven weeks already? How did the first trimester go so quickly? Silver’s felt never ending yet I feel this one feels it is over before its even begun. Okay so technically I’ve got a week and a bit left but still I feel like it was only yesterday we got the news. Nonetheless I’ve got…

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Fundraising And Closing Down My Business

Hi Everyone! As some of you may have seen on my Instagram and Facebook profile I am having issues with my hard drive and it won’t connect to my laptop. I have a post all written and ready about celebrating the NHS however until my new cables comes I thought I’d share my fundraising plans…

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Pregnancy After Loss Update – 9 Weeks

Firstly, I cannot believe I am already at 9 weeks! With Silver I was so ill the first trimester felt never ending and I lost a lot of weight. How on earth do I only have three weeks left? I thought I was getting pretty sick this time and compared to Beau’s pregnancy I am…

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Travelling With Silver – France

Any grieving parent will be familiar with the phrase “carrying a child in their heart”. This is so true for us anyway. We carry Beau in our arms, Stork and Silver in our hearts and New Bean is in my belly. Usually I have a picture of Silver on my bedside table but I decided…

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