26 Week Pregnancy After Loss Update

This might very well be my most brief pregnancy update yet. I’ve been struggling a lot with mood recently so haven’t felt particularly inspired to write much nor do much. This pregnancy is not quite going as planned and just as we thought we could sit back and relax more things have come up. It’s…

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One Year Later

As you may know from my twenty week pregnancy update we recently celebrated our fourth wedding anniversary. What might that have to do with baby loss you might ask? Well of course this time last year I was in my first trimester with Silver Rose and blissfully unaware how unwell she was. In fact, I…

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20 week Pregnancy After Loss Update

Half way mark! I actually decided to see nineteen weeks as my personal half way mark because I’m hoping this little one comes early. I might have already mentioned this but they are planning on doing sweeps from thirty eight weeks for me to help my chances of a natural labour so I’m really hoping…

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What’s in a Name?

Chances are you’ve already seen on my social media sites that we have now announced not only the gender for our little rainbow but also the name! I know my last pregnancy update was a pretty long one, according to my website it would take twenty one minutes to read! So I’ve decided there’s actually…

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18 Week Pregnancy After Loss Update

And we are back for another fortnightly pregnancy update! I do actually feel pretty chipper right now. Did that sound a bit weird? Well, its true, things seem to be looking up and I can’t help but feel positivity starting to creep in. I’m not going to say its been plain sailing, I’m still grieving…

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Silver’s Six Month Birthday

I debated whether to include this in part of my general sixteen week pregnancy update blog since it was obviously part of my week but this I feel warranted its own blog as it was rather a special occasion. After all, we can’t go to Newcastle for her one year birthday as originally planned with…

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16 Week Pregnancy After Loss Update

I’m back, and more organized this week! I decided to get a head start and get writing this before my sixteen weeks are fully up so it might actually be posted on time this week. (scrap that, I got off to a good start then the fatigue hit me throughout this last week and I’m…

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Donating Breastmilk after Silver Passed Away

Hi Everyone! I can’t tell you how excited I am to be posting this blog finally! I wrote this quite some time ago but my hard drive crashed and over a month later and £500 later I am now so pleased to share my story with you. Please bear with me as some things like…

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14 Week Pregnancy After Loss Update

I don’t know whether to apologise or celebrate?! This blog post is going up so much later than expected thanks to my constant hemiplegic migraines but I am so glad today I am actually well enough to sit here writing! It would seem these migraines are going to play a huge role in this pregnancy…

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Silver with us Always – The Wedding

A wedding is usually a joyous occasion. I can’t tell you how pleased we were when my brother got engaged, finally! I remember announcing Silver and saying we would need an extra seat at their wedding if possible. They were overjoyed for us naturally, as was everyone. We were very excited about baby number two…

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